:/
well.
I got a binder today. its amazing and stuff but dear lord it HURTS. gahhh.
I swear. as soon as I get the money I am RUNNING to get top surgery. gahhh. I feel like my chest is being crushed by a truck. Feels good to look like i dont have tits though. lawl. thats always nice. Not sure if I’ll be able to ware this for 8 hours straight at Mayhem fest though… :/
Sorry i havent been posting at all recently. Lots of stuff.
But i had to post this. It’s my birthday and when i woke up this morning my mom was like “HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BIRTHDAY GIR- PERSON!”
I didnt say anything but that was pretty much the best birthday present i could ever ask for. really. i think shes starting to be okay with me.
I’m going to go cry now.
ha.
Alright, so I’m going to gender therapy June 2nd. and I’m scared. shitless. i wasn’t for the longest time. i was actually ecited. but my mom -who isn’t the most supportive person in the world- keeps telling me all this stuff. and i know she’s just saying it to scare me out of going.
It’s things like “There going to try and make you okay with you’re female body.” and I’m trying to say “what female body. i have a male body. just with tits.” then she gets really mad. :/
She actually went as far as to say “you cant be transgender because god doesn’t make mistakes.” yesterday. That hurt REAALLY bad. :C
But my question is: what can I expect the first time for gender therapy?
If anyone would be cool talking to me to that’d be nice. I think I need SOMEBODY suportive to talk to.
Thanks guys.
Watchin’ Doctor Who with my mom. :3
It’s hard watching these with someone who’s not a Whovian though. :C I had to explain what an Ood was…
So…
When is it okay to start asking to be allowed to buy things like a binder.
I asked my mom last night and she sorta flipped on me. said it was way to soon to be asking for these things and that i needed to get through therapy first. -_-
so i have to wait till after June 2nd to feel like myself?
anyone have anything like this happen to them?
i dont even really want to talk to her about this anymore.
They seemed to not belive me. at all. and blantenly started calling me ‘she’, ‘daughter’, and things. I mean, I know its the first day but; it sucks.
This whole thing sucks. its hell. trying to get some gender therphy though.
oh and then just to make everything so much better a pack of shirtless guys walked by as soon as we were going home.
slap ion the face much? gahh.
Oh, and my mom (who kinda knew before hand) apparently told my grandmother and my pappy before they came. I didn’t even want him to know yet.
:C
I need a hug.
Imma go smother myself in music now.
So, today i’m going to come out about being trans and gay to my grandmom and mom.
Hope this goes okay.
Oh and ecusse the picture of me not passing at all and my double chin. -_- gahh.
anywho, wish me luck?
Hi! I'm Shannon.
I'm 16, trans Gender, and gay. :3
I just thought i would make a blog about what I'm going through.
Maybe it'll help someone. who knows.
Feel free to ask me anything!
:3
Nope, I’m not going to transition...
I thought of Adam when I wrote this.
I look at my feminine...
Why do I find this funny?
Dear People Who Refuse to Call Me Nathan,
Did it ever occur to you that...
